Disappointed

disappointed with myself,
why do i believe her again and again turn out to be nothing but empty words.
when u told me that u'll bring me along, i was delighted
but in the end u kept me at home to take over ur resposibility...
u gave me excuses but i take in none...
its a matter of time before i leave u
and never be controlled by u again

THE GUINNESS ST PATRICK'S DAY PARADE!

Read on the papers bout it and thought that should be fun if the few of us join in.
guess wad else i saw ?
i saw Melvin and partner on the papers! >.<
she's so beautiful!
im still hunting for training dress.....
and a competition dress that suits me and won't cost me a bomb...

SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEZ!!!!!

Oh dear..... todays a tiring day for me...
my HR specialist and partner went to Thus plant for meeting,
another partner on urgent leave,
so the 2 of us hav to perform 5 man job.......
thats so impossible!!! >.<
im dying to quit this sucky job.....
was glad when a girl walked in for admin job yesterday.
hoping that finally i got a scapegoat!
but tat girl looking for a permanant job and we only hav job till june for her....
she said that she'll consider...
and no news from her today sob sob**
no replacement CRY!

Ok. I screwed up the waltz lesson last night, coz the pace was too fast for me...... but waltz i still so beautiful!
Really wish to dance with someone i lov....

Waltz

Attended the work shop yesterday and IT WAS SUPER FUN!!!!!! its totally different from latin dances. NARD! CAN WE SWITCH TO STANDARD BALLROOM????????

Waltz

Can't wait for Wed to come >.I hav registered for the waltz workshop on the 5th & 7th march!!!
I might transform in to dancing standard from latin after i graduate from poly~~~
But this time im not dancing with nard but skye,
coz our partners can't make it for the 2 days. so we are pairing up
tried dancing latin with him but could't work out, might be due to nard n skye's different style of dancing bah. thats why i was't able to switch.
really hope that im able to pick up as much as possible on the upcoming workshop
might be useful on wedding day~~~ don't think too much, coz i hav't get a bf~~~~

lost

Its was Friday again. Tired, wore out, tired. i have lots of excuses to give up. But wad im i to do after that?
stay at home to baby sit brother? no. i don't wan to.
why am i carrying the responsibility of a mother?
why am i caring what they think of me?
im so tired so looking at their faces.
really hope that someone would come and take me away.
someday, i really hope and will leave
but when?